In the light of this post of yours, and your false accusations of threats, I won't be allowing any more of your posts through. What Syl does is up to her.
You have to hand it to her it was a good attempt at rhetoric, even if the appeal to sympathy bit was a touch overdone.
Georgia, I have replied in a pm to you on NF. The pm facilities are working, if you reply to me by pm on there I will respond, but I wont be replying on the open forum over there and dragging another forum into your complaints about this one.
I do believe you are upset and feel people are against you here, and obviously some are, but your version of what this forum is like is nothing like the reality. It may have been once, but not since Digger took over and I started to mod on here.
Digger is the one who has let most of your posts through....she is online earlier than I am and she usually deals with the backlog of guest posts that have been posted in the early hours. She doesn't deny your posts, so it's unfair to say she does.
The people who are posting in your style....for whatever warped reasons they have, obviously use proxies, as do you.
You have told us both you will use your own ip so we will know it's you...but you dont.
You have told us both you will never post again....but you do. How can we possibly know who is genuine and who isn't??
Anyway, I honestly wish you all the best, I realise that life isn't too good for you right now and I am sorry for that. It will get better, bad times always pass, so hold on to that thought.
Please stay off the forum for your own sake. Forums can be the worst thing if you are not in the right state of mind to cope with them. If you are not trying to get your posts through the imposters will just be wasting their time, if others prefer to believe it's you posting....more fool them.