ChaoticMusings

Date: May 22 11:15 AM, 2024

RE: Death

Date: May 22 11:19 AM, 2024

And all my stuff was put in a fucking skip. The couple of carrier bags of clothes were given to me by a Reading charity - The Cowshed.

Digger · Admin

wrote:
When did I post my avatar on here recently, Digger? I did and have lost a shit load of weight. If ypu are talking g about the past one with the leather jacket that was 2017. I do not have a prescription for (amongst others) As for the hotel girls being friends, no they are nice and friendly because I am the same to them. I do get tired as being portrayed as this fictional monster by certain people (not ypu) especially as so many have been far more unpleasant on forums in the past. Anyway I should have my operation today with luck. The surgeon did say the morning gone could be very long or short and I may I am.no 4 on the list, lady who.is no 2 is just going so it looks good.

-- Edited by Digger on Wednesday 22nd of May 2024 11:36:05 AM

You posted your photo just before you got banned.

Nobody thinks you are a monster. You are anintelligent man with a huge drink problem, and an even bigger victim mentality. I'm sure it makes you feel good and gives you a lift when you have people sympathising with you, offering help, offering advice, showing that they care. But it jades after a while when the same old negative merry-go-round keeps churning.

TurquoiseCat · Bit Shy

Anonymous wrote:
No.I went to a drop in soon after. I forgot to post he said it was nothing too bad to worry about. Not an ayrey just a shifting vein Not had the operation yet but had some good news in that its nowhere near as serious as they first thought. Plus incredibly my bloods, BP, CT and liver were far, far bet than I expected. The top bloke knows his stuff obviously. The surgeon says I can have it repaired rather than replaced and have an injection of spinal anaesthetic rather than be put under. I may be here for a while with physio but the staff are great and its far better than paying a fortune for that hotel. When I stop boozing things always look up. I lnow everyone has said before but even rhe hotel girls say my personality is so different when I am not drunk. With a bit of luck I will be able to get a flat in the North soon. I might still have over 25 years yet. 🙂

Well that is great news that you don't have an aneurism, and good to hear you are getting your hip sorted. It must be painful for you.

You are so, so lucky to be in relatively good health after the way you have treated your body, you know this. And have been given so much medical attention by the NHS over the years.

Think of this as your final chance to actually live - New start?We have all said this so many times over the years but so many of us do hope for this for you still, despite the things you have said about us.

Digger · Admin

Anonymous wrote:
Oh and it's a few fucking carrier bags of clothes and some photo albums of my grandparents and parents which I was sent by my auntie when the house was being cleared.. And the funeral suit and service booklet. That's it. They mean a lot.

You told us way back in May 2023 that your brother got rid of all your personal belongings and gave them to charity. You told us in March this year that Travelodge wouldn't let you take your photos and clothes. While you were telling us over and over that you were broke with no savings left you suddenly found £800 to get a taxi to Hull to collect your belongings. The belongings your brother gave to charity? But then your aunt, the one you perpetually slagged off to us, posted your belongings to you. The same aunt you told us had ceased all contact with you.

Can you see why we don't believe you have told the whole truth? And after all the kindness you received we don't deserve any smoke and mirrors. You are extremely economical with the truth, Phil, and always have been. You tell people only what you want to in order to garner sympathy and attention. Your story has more holes than a fucking Swiss cheese.

Date: May 22 1:00 PM, 2024

She had ceased all contact. Those photos were sent just after she and my fucking brothers were scattering my parents ashes without even telling me. Perhaps it was guilt I don't care - I have them.and thats all that matters to.me.

Date: May 22 1:04 PM, 2024

Thank ypu Beccy.😊 Not long now the only trouble is I missed breakfast and dinner as its Nil By Mouth. The menu is really nice.🍕🥓🍲

Date: May 22 1:05 PM, 2024

Thank you Beccy 😊 Not long now before the operation At lest I.hope so. I was nervous but the docs and surgeens tally put me at ease. Only downer is no dinner as nil by mouth! Can't wait for supper as the menu looks great.

Digger · Admin

Anonymous wrote:
Thank you Beccy 😊 Not long now before the operation At lest I.hope so. I was nervous but the docs and surgeens tally put me at ease. Only downer is no dinner as nil by mouth! Can't wait for supper as the menu looks great.

Good know you are now finally eating after two years of practically nothing.

Date: May 22 1:32 PM, 2024

When I am not boozing my appetite does return. Plus I have had nothing since Sun because I could not get down the stars to shop which is why I eventully telised I had to ring 111. 3 days and counting without booze. I want to become a fat bastard!

Date: May 22 4:09 PM, 2024

Anonymous wrote:
When I am not boozing my appetite does return. Plus I have had nothing since Sun because I could not get down the stars to shop which is why I eventully telised I had to ring 111. 3 days and counting without booze. I want to become a fat bastard!

What an ambition. Try reaching slightly higher like getting a job.

Date: May 22 6:43 PM, 2024

🙄🖕

Date: May 22 6:46 PM, 2024

They had several troublesome operations today but bo matter, I am first tomorrow. 🙂

Date: May 23 6:50 AM, 2024

The suspense is killing me.

Date: May 23 3:32 PM, 2024

Anonymous wrote:
Oh and Jack You always disliked me from the start for no reason. and pissed off in a hissy fit when ypu were not allowed to tag team on here. Whatever you belive I could not give a flying fuck. I am.sober BTW- they don't allow booze in hospital.

You forget we already knew you from DS, Dogs etc We already knew how nasty you could be, baiting people then running and hiding crying foul when you started the arguments kept following us around CM on threads you were not interested in calling us names laughing at us then hiding behind Digs and Syl. On dogs logging in with Tina's account making out you were her. saying how sorry you were for making trouble and Keyser was a lovely man and didn't deserve what you had done to him. How you always dragged every conversation into gutter talk and PMing every female if you were not being inappropriate you were being nasty. Yes I left and who wouldn't, we kept away from your threads as we were asked but you didn't respect admin to keep away from ours You would once again start something and we would bite and we were told to pack it in rinse and repeat But as is the case you have now alienated another set of people and no doubt will move onto somewhere else and do the same things over again.

What are they doing about detox? you have to be very careful of hips as they are not easy healed and you have to be carful of bone marrow ( or something cant remember) , my BIL just died after a nasty fall and breaking his hip. He was a alcoholic too.

No one wishes you ill, just stop being a nob and get your act together. I'm a alcoholic who has not had a drink ( nor ciggie stopped both at the same time) in about 15 years now. I could have carried on blaming everyone else for my bad life, but didn't as you can only blame others so far and then have to grow up and take responsibility. I know this will go in one ear and out the other but like everyone we all hope this time you will sit up and have a aha moment.

Anyway hopefully you had your op and on the mend. maybe this is your lowest and you will now drag your arse out the gutter and make a new clean life for yourself. Don't fuck it up Phil.

Syl · FIRM BUT FAIR.

There are a lot of good points in the post above, not all are accurate though.

We, Digger and myself, had no idea who JD was when he joined here. We both noticed from the start three or four posters didn't like him, and he was targeted...that's how we saw it from an unbiased viewpoint.

Anyone can read some old threads and see he often rose to the baiting....and he was baited, you obviously see it as him baiting you.
Two or three posters threatened to leave if we didn't ban him, neither of us rise to threats, so you/they left...one came back.
I don't know that anyone was pm'd and spoken to in a nasty or inappropriate way....no one told us, if they had we would have dealt with it.

This all happened 5 years ago, a lot has happened since then.

I agree with your other paragraphs.

Digger · Admin

Anonymous wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
Oh and Jack You always disliked me from the start for no reason. and pissed off in a hissy fit when ypu were not allowed to tag team on here. Whatever you belive I could not give a flying fuck. I am.sober BTW- they don't allow booze in hospital.
You forget we already knew you from DS, Dogs etc We already knew how nasty you could be, baiting people then running and hiding crying foul when you started the arguments kept following us around CM on threads you were not interested in calling us names laughing at us then hiding behind Digs and Syl. On dogs logging in with Tina's account making out you were her. saying how sorry you were for making trouble and Keyser was a lovely man and didn't deserve what you had done to him. How you always dragged every conversation into gutter talk and PMing every female if you were not being inappropriate you were being nasty. Yes I left and who wouldn't, we kept away from your threads as we were asked but you didn't respect admin to keep away from ours You would once again start something and we would bite and we were told to pack it in rinse and repeat But as is the case you have now alienated another set of people and no doubt will move onto somewhere else and do the same things over again.

What are they doing about detox? you have to be very careful of hips as they are not easy healed and you have to be carful of bone marrow ( or something cant remember) , my BIL just died after a nasty fall and breaking his hip. He was a alcoholic too.

No one wishes you ill, just stop being a nob and get your act together. I'm a alcoholic who has not had a drink ( nor ciggie stopped both at the same time) in about 15 years now. I could have carried on blaming everyone else for my bad life, but didn't as you can only blame others so far and then have to grow up and take responsibility. I know this will go in one ear and out the other but like everyone we all hope this time you will sit up and have a aha moment.

Anyway hopefully you had your op and on the mend. maybe this is your lowest and you will now drag your arse out the gutter and make a new clean life for yourself. Don't fuck it up Phil.

Do you have proof of him logging in as Tina? She wasn't the most truthful person herself.

Date: May 23 8:15 PM, 2024

I never impersonated Tina you anonymous cunt. She was very poorly at the time and don't dare ever mention her name again just to troll me you sick fucker.

Date: May 23 8:23 PM, 2024

I never did. She was very poorly at the time. I would not do such a thing and to use her as a troweapon now she has passed mak4s me incandescent with rage. I am fucking sick.of trolls lying about me. One stupid comment and they have all come out from under their fucking rocks. Fuck them all.

Date: May 23 8:29 PM, 2024

Fwiw the operation went beautifully and I was so relaxed I had a natural nap during the procedure. Now drinking gallons of tea. Fresh start for me once I get out of here. I don't actually want to leave, good food, lovely staff and a clean bed. Plus it's free. But of course thete is a chronic shortage of beds and others need them far more than me.