I apologise to.Syl who has been nothing but kind to me.
I truly am.sorry.
I was mugged on Sat night and this new phone hardly works.
Chris Tina's support worker was going g to help me today to.find accommodation but obviously if he messaged me I cannot know.
The frw people I was still.in touch with I don't remember their numbers and they don't know where this fucking fleapit is
I have lost contact with the few people who could have helped.
Oh and an hour ago.I discovered the artery in my right lower abdomen is vastly swollen
Exactly what killed dad. I am.terrified.
I now know what is causing the pain.
I requested a fibro.test tomorrow and it was confirmed before my phone was stolen.
I hope they send me to hospital.
If it burts I am dead.
I apologise to.Syl who has been nothing but kind to me. I truly am.sorry. I was mugged on Sat night and this new phone hardly works. Chris Tina's support worker was going g to help me today to.find accommodation but obviously if he messaged me I cannot know. The frw people I was still.in touch with I don't remember their numbers and they don't know where this fucking fleapit is I have lost contact with the few people who could have helped. Oh and an hour ago.I discovered the artery in my right lower abdomen is vastly swollen Exactly what killed dad. I am.terrified. I now know what is causing the pain. I requested a fibro.test tomorrow and it was confirmed before my phone was stolen. I hope they send me to hospital. If it burts I am dead.
I apologise to.Syl who has been nothing but kind to me. I truly am.sorry. I was mugged on Sat night and this new phone hardly works. Chris Tina's support worker was going g to help me today to.find accommodation but obviously if he messaged me I cannot know. The frw people I was still.in touch with I don't remember their numbers and they don't know where this fucking fleapit is I have lost contact with the few people who could have helped. Oh and an hour ago.I discovered the artery in my right lower abdomen is vastly swollen Exactly what killed dad. I am.terrified. I now know what is causing the pain. I requested a fibro.test tomorrow and it was confirmed before my phone was stolen. I hope they send me to hospital. If it burts I am dead.
Perhaps if you were sober you wouldn't keep breaking/losing your phone. If you got mugged go to the police. But you won't. Because you didn't. We've heard this "I've been mugged/attacked/robbed" scenario since you joined here over and over again and according to others since you first entered forums.
If you've got iliac artery problems you need to be diagnosed. Lower right quadrant pain could be a number of things. Get to the hospital.
Agree Phil, I assume you're going to the hospital. Your Dad died of aortic aneurism, it sounds like you've been told you have this too. It is manageable, which I assume you've been told, and there are things doctors do to prevent complications from them which can be very successful if done early.
I am an old friend and was sad to read some shit you've said about me on here but seems like I'm in good company since you've been horrible about others here too, who seem perfectly nice.
You know when you drink it makes you very vulnerable to muggings and problems which is why you've had this happen so many times now with sadly nothing changing. I do not victim blame, but continually putting yourself in harm's way means you hold responsibility for it happening too.
As always, I hope you can be well.
Yep…certainly looks like it to me too. It’s way too repetitious (across at least 2 forums that I’ve seen, btw). So at a certain point, calling it bullshit is the only logical conclusion.
I could never muster up the tolerance & infinite patience Syl, Diggs and others have shown this guy.
I respect all your opinions ladies and I can only speak for myself, but I can say I was at the lowest point a few years back due to bullies on forums, I fully believed I was deformed and not worthy of life
Keyser / JD on the other hand was always a gentleman, I have no bad words against him, he stood up for me and send me some kind PMs. People go through difficult times, you would all be well to remember that, let he without sin cast the first stone etc
I respect all your opinions ladies and I can only speak for myself, but I can say I was at the lowest point a few years back due to bullies on forums, I fully believed I was deformed and not worthy of life
Keyser / JD on the other hand was always a gentleman, I have no bad words against him, he stood up for me and send me some kind PMs. People go through difficult times, you would all be well to remember that, let he without sin cast the first stone etc
Stop trying to rewrite forum history Fluffy.
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I respect all your opinions ladies and I can only speak for myself, but I can say I was at the lowest point a few years back due to bullies on forums, I fully believed I was deformed and not worthy of life
Keyser / JD on the other hand was always a gentleman, I have no bad words against him, he stood up for me and send me some kind PMs. People go through difficult times, you would all be well to remember that, let he without sin cast the first stone etc
I have always had empathy for Phil's difficulties, for a decade I tried to help by providing support, and offers of practical help but unfortunately he accepted none of it and instead chose to continue as he was. This seems to be very similar to at least 5 if not 10 others who have done the same.
Myself and others were concerned how his future would pan out with absolutely no plans of how he would take care of himself, relying on his parents who were getting old to keep a roof over his head. We said this to him, but he had no interest in trying to build a life for himself and actually engaging in society. Even with alcoholism, it's possible to do this, plenty of people live with addiction and don't get themselves into these messes constantly.
Excuse me vics but I`M stating a fact about the contact I had with JD. You were not privy to that.
You yourself were far from a saint, I will be brief as this has been brought up many times before, but you were one of those on dogs egging the trolls on to say I was deformed, burned in a fire, a ‘pig in knickers‘ the list is endless.
As I say, let him without sin cast the first stone on these forums.
Anyone who thinks I am lying can fuck off.
Just fuck off.
How fucking dare ypu.
I have not said one false thing on this thread.
Why would I?
You nasty little anonymous cunts.
All ot proves is that there are so many fucking cowards hiding behind keyboards.
Most of ypu are from dogs.
Go fuck yourselves.
Everyone who ever cared about me is dead.
I am homeless and when the money runs out will have to leave this fleapit and you fucking trolls think its funny?
You are disgusting.
I could not give a flying fuck if ypu believe me or not.
Oh and for the record Fluffy was always ki d and considerate to me.
Unlike you fucking trolls.
Syl Digs and Mags ate good people.
I am truly sorry for upsetting them but its done.
So.all you jumping on the fucking bandwagon can fuck off.
Everyone who ever cared about me is dead. I am homeless and when the money runs out will have to leave this fleapit and you fucking trolls think its funny? You are disgusting. I could not give a flying fuck if ypu believe me or not. Oh and for the record Fluffy was always ki d and considerate to me. Unlike you fucking trolls. Syl Digs and Mags ate good people. I am truly sorry for upsetting them but its done. So.all you jumping on the fucking bandwagon can fuck off.
What you need is to get well. Focus on that. Because you are the only person who can do that. Nobody else can. It doesn't matter what people say on a forum.
Oh and it matters to me. I regard certain people as my friends. I have fucked all that up and yes it does hurt as I have nothing else. Next few days sort phone out, go to medical drop in, try and fond a flat to rent up north if I can sort it with Santander. Oh and Cranston on Fri morning even though it takes over an hour on the bus to get there. I need people who don't judge me like the cumts do in this fleapit. I have had enough now. There is only so much one person can take.
-- Edited by Digger on Wednesday 1st of May 2024 09:08:05 PM
Oh and it matters to me. I regard certain people as my friends. I have fucked all that up and yes it does hurt as I have nothing else. Next few days sort phone out, go to medical drop in, try and fond a flat to rent up north if I can sort it with Santander. Oh and Cranston on Fri morning even though it takes over an hour on the bus to get there. I need people who don't judge me like the cumts do in this fleapit. I have had enough now. There is only so much one person can take.
-- Edited by Digger on Wednesday 1st of May 2024 09:08:05 PM
Friendships need to be mutual. I don't have on line friends. My friends are all in the real time. I can have friendly interaction on here but none of them are my friends. That doesn't mean I don't see them as real people, or that I don't care about them, but they are not my friends. You perhaps put too big a store on this, and are always getting let down. Try to invest more in the real world around you, get well, get therapy, get your life under control and everything else will start to improve.
Oh and it matters to me. I regard certain people as my friends. I have fucked all that up and yes it does hurt as I have nothing else. Next few days sort phone out, go to medical drop in, try and fond a flat to rent up north if I can sort it with Santander. Oh and Cranston on Fri morning even though it takes over an hour on the bus to get there. I need people who don't judge me like the cumts do in this fleapit. I have had enough now. There is only so much one person can take.
-- Edited by Digger on Wednesday 1st of May 2024 09:08:05 PM
You've thrown away so many people who were willing to help you. Did you go the hospital, as you said the other day you have the same as your Dad had?
I do invest far too much in people on forums.
I lnow that is pitiful but if things had have been different I should have met Fluffy, Turqise Cat and several others, a long time ago now but Sarah first on DS Alice (who invited me to her flat) and also Tonix (Tonix) who was a truly lovely person in private and very funny.
Once my phone was stolen in the hostel I lost touch with everyone and will never hear from them again which is a huge shame as I miss them.all and they will never know why I could not reply.
They knew the real me, not the fucking lying troll scum like Dean and others.